User Profile

Well, my name is Willow (it's the name i'll be changing to in a few months) and I'm a senior in high school. I am a fellow soldier in the MCRmy and damn proud of it (JUST TRY AND DISS, I'LL SNUFF YOUR CANDLE OUT). I spend most of my time filling out projects for the board and surfing the forums on the page.

I am very interested in the fine arts. I don't consider myself an artist, but I would like to one day be an art teacher if a career in music doesn't work out. My family is pretty *thumbs down* and I'll be out of here in a few months, if they don't kick me out before then. But I want to be a good mother one day, maybe a foster parent that didn't go wrong. Cause, as my friend Hans puts it, i'm all cold and mean until people know me and then they're like "AWWWWWWW WILLOW!!!" and they just wanna hug all over me. My guy friends I'm told have a soft spot for me, and I like to play mother too much. but i worry about them, and I just want them to be okay because they really do mean a lot to me. Since the whole having a father thing didn't work out, they're my only male influence that doesn't want me dead. And you know what? There really is nothing like a guy-hug, or a male telling you you're cute, it brightens your day. i'm not very pretty, so don't tell me different because it gets annoying after a while. I already know i'll live and die unmarried, so don't rub it in. But I still hope to be a better parent than either of mine ever were to me. The whole abuse thing is definately a good example.

I've run out of good friends, and it caused me to hit rock bottom again. Let's hope I find the surface again.

my myspace: www.myspace.com